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Aug. 16th, 2020 08:37 am
metawidget: Sticker saying "you are beautiful" on a black background. (beautiful)
I dreamt last night that for some weird reason soldiers we're launching big bunches of blue party balloons into the air on a snowy day. Some of them were even hanging on to them as they started to float away. Dream me took a picture.

I think it might be related to the fireworks last night… everyone was in bed when they started but the kids came down to watch them… I wound up watching them from the front lawn with Oscar (the younger ones found them a bit loud and smoky and watched from inside).

Dream job

Jun. 12th, 2020 09:19 pm
metawidget: A traffic cone and a blue chair sitting in the parking lane of a city street. (art or moving)
I dreamt about getting COVID-19 tests last night… dream me was trying to time the testing so that the period of isolation between test and result I gather you're supposed to do was minimally disruptive. In the dream I wasn't infected but the antibody result was effectively ¯\_(ツ)_/¯: 50% chance of antibodies (and the report was in hard cover?!). I also dreamt about panicking briefly after waking from a dream about forgetting I was enrolled in school, and then dream me was happy it was just a dream in a dream and a bit exasperated I was still having those dreams. Um: thanks, brain.

In real life I finished my secondment today with meetings, planning work beyond my being there, knowledge transfer and even a bit of hacking graph theory. I got a nice send-off in the morning huddle and nice messages throughout the day, and saw a few things come together — some due to my work and some thanks to others and nice to witness. Monday I pick up my StatCan gear in distanced fashion and get to work at my substantive job. For a while it looked like I was going to have to wait a while for my gear but I got moved up the list, probably when someone realized this wasn't just an external screen or an office chair but my entire setup that would let me connect to the work network. It's going to feel like a fresh start, coming back in remote mode after six months away. I'll miss my team from secondment but I hope this will be a good second half of the year.

And Chippy

May. 27th, 2020 10:46 am
metawidget: Chicks in the grass by a clapboard wall (Chickens)
First: today is a good day to change some passwords, and maybe set up a good password manager to keep them hard and unique.

I dreamt about a surprise union meeting last night, where some fairly high-level union types were talking a lot and showing off their branded tablecloths with pictures of their faces on them. I think for the most part the real ones wouldn't do that.

The chicks are growing and spending more time outside. They have names given by the kids: Black Star, Red Stripe, Red Ribbon and… Chippy. I think they're adding cheer and purpose to life around here.

Ada is going to get a 5th birthday party in conformity with public health guidelines: backyard gathering, 10 people, three households, lawn chairs in clusters far apart. We do what we can!

Busy week

May. 23rd, 2020 04:10 pm
metawidget: Me in an orange bandana and black helmet in a parking garage (Pandemic)
We have four two-week-old chicks in the upstairs bathroom right now… Elizabeth found an ad in Kijiji for chicks now, as opposed to many offers of getting on a waitlist for chicks, so I drove to Tay Valley to pick up chicks. The kids are super excited. Given that the offer came as a bit of a surprise, we scrambled a bit for bedding and supplies, so they're in deluxe pet store bedding.

Earlier in the week I dreamt of flooding in our area… maybe Michigan got in my unconscious, or maybe it was the high river here a couple of years ago that had me staying home (and working from home a bit… but we lost a lot of time because telework technology and policy were pretty limiting back then). In any case, I dreamt my basement office lair was full of water. I think the risk this year is mostly passed!

Tuesday I took a distanced walk with Heather… first time near her since March, and first time in Ottawa as well. People were out and about in pairs and threes mostly, spaced out and enjoying walking and talking photos on the closed-to-car-traffic Alexandra Bridge (police blockades were down but bridge repairs continue). It felt refreshing, and will probably be a first step to carefully seeing more of other. I'm looking forward to a walk with Andrea and sitting safely far apart around an outdoor hearth with both of them soon!

Fantastic

May. 4th, 2020 07:34 am
metawidget: Sticker saying "you are beautiful" on a black background. (beautiful)
Ada's drawing of the day "started with grass" but went on to draw a castle touching the moon and a temple ("not a mountain") containing the sun.

As for me, I had a dream where I was naked (thinking "I'm often naked in my dreams, I can be cool about this even in reality"). At a party. Trying to social-distance. With a trans guy wearing plastic pony leg pants (kind of a synthetic faun) arriving late à la White Rabbit. And a beautiful sunny room with skylights and pillows just down a hall full of people that I should probably keep my distance from…

Brains are wonderful.
metawidget: A platypus looking pensive. (Default)
I had a dream Tuesday night set in the Montréal apartment that keeps coming back in my dreams — my dream pied-à-terre in the city I left in 2007. I was packing up to leave, but couldn’t take everything and was worried about leaving stuff for my brother (who sometimes lives in my dream apartment) to sort out what to do with. There were clothes, mattresses, clean stuff, dirty stuff. I think leaving in an orderly way was the main source of anxiety for dream-me.

Life here with social distancing and everyone home was a bit disorienting at first but I’m starting to get the hang of it — I work a bit of a longer day but with longer breaks and have my little office lair in the basement. We’re slowly working out how to move work to all telework all the time, and I’m taking to it pretty well — maybe part novelty, but I’ll run with it. Planning future work is a bit difficult, though. Next week I plan to retireve some more stuff from the office — they’re letting me go in quickly to get a few things I left in my cubicle to make my home office a more productive and ergonomic place. I’ll wash my hands after going in, of course!

I’m not going to try to cover everything — that’s been my downfall in trying to write here lately — but with any luck I’ll manage a few more posts. Adapting to the new normal should provide some fodder at least!
metawidget: [garblegarblescript] Political! Science! for Amusement! [pictures of John A. Macdonald with swirly eyes] (politics)
I had a dream about shopping for dress pants last night, in two parts (the trying on right before close! The buying later!) I found a hole yesterday in a pair of pants, so thanks, literal brain.

I'm back at work and also writing away at the current step in the promotion process. Looking at what I've been up to through a technical competencies lens and thinking that whether I get a promotion or not my involvements are due for a prune. Had a conversation with one of my career-knowledgeable friends who backed up this idea.

We had a late morning start at home and a discussion of daylight savings time over rushed breakfast this morning. The take-away the we could agree on came down to us being at the wrong latitude for all this (or maybe we should just go full Saskatchewan and go to UTC -4 year round).
metawidget: Co-sleeping kid taking up as much space as possible between co-awake parents. (co-sleep)
I've been remembering more dreams lately. Some of them, I even remember long enough to post here.

In one dream, I was trying to find my way out of a huge shopping mall. I was remembering little aphorisms, one of which was all about the importance of the fourth floor. The exit, including a Metro exit (must've been Montréal), was in fact on the fourth floor. I guess my inner Discordian was asleep at the switch in picking the floor.

In another, I was talking to a doctor who told me that my heart was not working right and that I would not live past 60. That's some pretty slow heart disease, I guess, but I felt really crushed in the dream knowing that my life was half over.

In a third, the recurring test/course/whatever that graduated students all dream about missing, remembering and realizing that their graduation was null and void, all for the want of a French credit, had the academic thing replaced by a vet appointment.
metawidget: A plastic wind-up teeth thing with a googly eye. (chatter)
I've had a recurring dream where I'm driving along in a car, and then suddenly realize that I'm in the passenger seat and reaching over to operate the controls. I realize "I shouldn't be doing this, I should get in the driver's seat before someone notices," and struggle to get over to the driver's seat. Other stuff might happen, too, but that's the part I remember.
metawidget: A platypus looking pensive. (Default)
Like much of LJLand, my comment notification e-mails are hit-and-miss, but I'm watching my recent posts' comment counts. Nonetheless, my direct e-mail is more reliable if you want to get my attention fast.</maintenance>

I'm kind of floating above the bits and pieces I have left to do this term... I guess if I put in a few hours each day, they'll be in good shape for the due dates, or at least the last crunch will be less crunchy. I'm a little stressed, but perhaps a bit too happy to care.

Packed books for a really interesting professor this morning, who dresses as casually as my dad (which is pretty casually), eats vegetarian at the Potato and bikes 8km to work most days. Fortunately he's just moving to the new, unified math offices downtown, although I'm sure he could retire if he wanted to. I should poke my head by his (new) office again.

I actually dreamed about packing books last night before getting up and going to pack books.

I don't know if this is going to be a brilliant semester, and I should be worrying about money and grades and stuff, but I'm surrounded by good people, learning interesting stuff and eating pretty well. All good things. This weekend should be nice, with geekery, music and food. And some measure theory and programming, if I know what's good for me.
metawidget: A platypus looking pensive. (Default)
I usually don’t remember them, but last night I dreamt that I had cleaned up my room in preparation for recieving a kitten and that I was saving up to help a friend get surgery... “in four months we should be good to go.”

Hello kitty, goodbye medicare?

I’ll have to say, I’m really looking forward to the cat, and I felt really good to be imaginarily contributing to reducing pain and suffering.

I pick up the cat, Noisette, this afternoon.

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